junkeez666's Blog

Lessen programs promoting contraception if it

means protection in the next election.

Religious groups will keep sending those checks

in so we can start wars and keep sending those

jets in.

Exactly just what kinda shit did we step in?

Exactly just what kinda message we sending?

It don't matter if you condemn condoms, it ain't your problem,

it's the type of thing that only happens in Harlem,

Happens in Compton, happens in Newark, it happens in Houston.

I think we got a problem Houston.

Invoke God to camouflage your true sins.

Poke and prod, private life intrusions;

You say it's for our safety when you spy our movements?

huh, well I don't buy it doofus, I ain't stupid this is my two cents.

You don't know what it's like to pray.

You don't know what it's like.

You don't know what it's like to pray, for God to turn the night to day.

Do you know what it's like to pray?

Do you know what it's like?

Do you know what it's like to pray for god to turn the night to day?

Let's spend some real money on real life improvements.

Instead of moon men and booing same sex unions.

We need to take a look at why society is loosing.

One room shack a single mother with two kids.

They share the same bed and the walls are too thin.

So they hear every fight.

Fourth grade kids who can't read or write.

And all they ever hear in mommy beat at night.

They can't sleep at night, they can't catch no Z's.

So what the fuck they care about the ABC's.

It's crazy kids in grades 1, 2, 3.

Trying to decide whether to be a B or C.

Their stomachs are empty there's not enough MD's but

we can spend millions chasing WMD's.

Or we can just build a pipeline in the mid-east.

And when the bill comes, send it to me!

You don't know what it's like to pray.

You don't know what it's like.

You don't know what it's like to pray, for God to turn the night to day.

Do you know what it's like to pray?

Do you know what it's like?

Do you know what it's like to pray for god to turn the night to day?

The choice between the devil you know

and the devil you don't.

Use force to coerce compliance.

Use force if they don't.

You can slit their throats from ear

to ear or put a noose tight 'round

their neck.

They won't kneel.

We can't covert them.

We can bomb their homes from up above

and burn down what is left.

They won't surrender.

We'll never break the will they have.

Pariah.

We're creating the hatred.

We're combating the hatred we create.

Is nothing sacred?

No.

The snake that eats its own tail destroys itself.

Compromise innocent lives in the

name of wealth almighty.

Slit their throats from ear to

ear or put a noose tight 'round

their neck.

Bomb their homes from up above and

burn down what is left.

Cut the limbs off of a child and

the public buts the check.

Who cuts the check?

Pariah 

I remember when all the games began.

Remember every little lie

and every last goodbye.

Promises you broke, words you choked on

and I never walked away. Its still a mystery to me



Well I'm so empty

I'm better off without you and you're better off without me.

Well you're so UNCLEAN!!

I'm better off without you and YOU'RE BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME!!



THE LYING!!

THE BLEEDING!!

THE SCREAMING!!!

WAS TEARING ME APART!!

THE HATRED!!

DECEIVING!!

THE BLEEDING!!

IT'S OVER!!!



Paint the mirrors black (to forget you)

I still picture your face and the way you used to taste.

Roses in a glass dead and wilted.

To you this all was nothing,

everything to you is nothing



Well you're so filthy...

I'm better off without you and you're better off without me.

Well I'm so UGLY!!

You'rebetter off without me and I'M BETTER OFF WITHOUT!!!



THE LYING!!

THE BLEEDING!!

THE SCREAMING!!

WAS TEARING ME APART!!!

THE HATRED!!

THE BEATINGS!!

DISASTER!!!

IT'S OVER!!



As wicked as you are...you're beautiful to me.

You're the darkest burning star, your MY PERFECT DIESEASE!



THE LYING!!

THE BLEEDING!!

THE SCREAMING!!!

WAS TEARING ME APART!!

THE HATRED!!

THE BEATINGS!!

IT'S OVER!!!

DISASTER!!

A BATTLE WITHIN

as i sit beside myself looking down on me.

i cant help but to feel sorry.

"DONT LOOSE IT, GET A GRIP ON YOUR SELF, ITS OK DONT WORRY.

I KNOW SHE SAID SHE DONT NEED YOU, I KNOW SHE SAID SHE DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL ABOUT YOU"

but she loves me right? shes got to love me right?

"DONT LET HER WORDS DESTROY YOU"

 rock bottom things can only get better i cant fall any further right?

"I KNOW ITS A STRUGGLE TO KEEP YOUR HEAD ABOVE WATER.

I KNOW ITS A STRUGGLE TO WAKE UP WITH OUT HER"

WAIT! WAIT!

"DONT YOU DARE GIVE UP ON HER,

GOOD THINGS ARE WORTH WAITING FOR. YOU KNOW SHES WORTH FIGHTING FOR, EVEN DYING FOR."

i know she is  she is worth everything to me and i know i would walk to the edge of the earth for her. i would follow her to hell. no matter were. i would be by her side through thick and thin till i had no life in side of me.

but why? why wont she believe me? how could she not trust me?

she could tust me with her life, and i would die to protect her. you know i would fight the devil him self to keep her safe.

"YES I KNOW BUT IT TAKES TIME, SHE WILL COME AROUND TRUE LOVE ALWAYS WINS. REMEMBER WHAT HE SAID ASK  FOR HELP AND STRENGTH WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE NONE AND HE WILL BE THERE YOU MUST HAVE FAITH IN HIS WORDS. YOU MUST HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF, BUT MOST OF ALL YOU MUST HAVE FAITH IN THE POWER OF LOVE. YOU BELONG TOGETHER"

i understand i will have faith, and i will be strong.

go away and never return, my thoughts of you are burning

i watch the blood drip slowly to floor, screaming take me away for ever

all of this anger i hold tightly inside. just waiting to explode on the next person i share myself with and its cuz of you i have shut myself down. i hate you, i fucken hate you. those  words i never thought would be in the same sentence with your name but its because of you this is the way it is. leave now, and never come back just the thought of you makes me sic. i cant stand  you and what you did to me. your face haunts me everyday and i really mean everyday.

i am slowly dying with you in my head, fuck i thought i killed you but you just keep on coming back. and now im dead, but you are still there still here with me

fuck will you ever go away, maybe not and so you are here to stay always in my thoughts

only as a memory i can not get rid of, this is my punishment 

i must deal with for letting someone in..................... never again

you whisper in my ear

"I LOVE YOU PAPAS"

your voice so gentle

it caresses my soul

like roots from a tree

my love runs deep

although 2000 miles away

i lay beside you every night

asking me to let you go

is like asking you

to stop being beautiful

the more i reach

the less i feel

this nightmare im in

feels so real

i wonder if im still in your mind

God knows you have never left mine

lord ide give you

10 years of my life

just to hold her again

God

please wake me from this dream im in

his voice so sure

says "rest assure

there will be more

your heart is pure

and its only for her"

she will be there