the battle within................ | junkeez666's Blog

A BATTLE WITHIN

as i sit beside myself looking down on me.

i cant help but to feel sorry.

"DONT LOOSE IT, GET A GRIP ON YOUR SELF, ITS OK DONT WORRY.

I KNOW SHE SAID SHE DONT NEED YOU, I KNOW SHE SAID SHE DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL ABOUT YOU"

but she loves me right? shes got to love me right?

"DONT LET HER WORDS DESTROY YOU"

 rock bottom things can only get better i cant fall any further right?

"I KNOW ITS A STRUGGLE TO KEEP YOUR HEAD ABOVE WATER.

I KNOW ITS A STRUGGLE TO WAKE UP WITH OUT HER"

WAIT! WAIT!

"DONT YOU DARE GIVE UP ON HER,

GOOD THINGS ARE WORTH WAITING FOR. YOU KNOW SHES WORTH FIGHTING FOR, EVEN DYING FOR."

i know she is  she is worth everything to me and i know i would walk to the edge of the earth for her. i would follow her to hell. no matter were. i would be by her side through thick and thin till i had no life in side of me.

but why? why wont she believe me? how could she not trust me?

she could tust me with her life, and i would die to protect her. you know i would fight the devil him self to keep her safe.

"YES I KNOW BUT IT TAKES TIME, SHE WILL COME AROUND TRUE LOVE ALWAYS WINS. REMEMBER WHAT HE SAID ASK  FOR HELP AND STRENGTH WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE NONE AND HE WILL BE THERE YOU MUST HAVE FAITH IN HIS WORDS. YOU MUST HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF, BUT MOST OF ALL YOU MUST HAVE FAITH IN THE POWER OF LOVE. YOU BELONG TOGETHER"

i understand i will have faith, and i will be strong.