the hell i must live with | junkeez666's Blog

go away and never return, my thoughts of you are burning

i watch the blood drip slowly to floor, screaming take me away for ever

all of this anger i hold tightly inside. just waiting to explode on the next person i share myself with and its cuz of you i have shut myself down. i hate you, i fucken hate you. those  words i never thought would be in the same sentence with your name but its because of you this is the way it is. leave now, and never come back just the thought of you makes me sic. i cant stand  you and what you did to me. your face haunts me everyday and i really mean everyday.

i am slowly dying with you in my head, fuck i thought i killed you but you just keep on coming back. and now im dead, but you are still there still here with me

fuck will you ever go away, maybe not and so you are here to stay always in my thoughts

only as a memory i can not get rid of, this is my punishment 

i must deal with for letting someone in..................... never again